01I did what I could.
When did “love” stop meaning love?
When did feelings, the strongest I had ever felt, turn to words?
Letters, nothing but.
I don’t remember the day, the week, the month it happened,
When I stopped seeing someone behind your eyes.
Stopped feeling something beneath your chest.
It’s so strange to me to think we’ve kissed.
When did you stop missing me?
After a week, a month, a year?
Or have you yet? I wouldn’t know.
Between us, there’s nothing left to hear.
But now you’re stuck back in Jersey with your same life and your same job and I can’t help but wonder how you are.
But since, I’ve moved on to a new life and new friends and I have to say I’m happier so far.
We were so perfect, but we were so bored.
We lived through the pain and the lull for the comfort.
I’m not sure you care now, but just for the record:
I’m sorry for breaking us up, but it had to be one of us.
CLOTHING GIVEAWAY!
so, i’ve been really annoyed that there are never giveaways for regular-sized girls. absolutely every one i’ve seen is entirely small sizes!
i used to impulse buy a lot of stuff, so this is entirely clothing that i’ve worn once or twice and then realized didn’t belong in my wardrobe, haha. everything is medium to large.
i’m going to randomly choose a blog to give everything to!
RULES
- must be following aloadai
- must pay shipping
- only reblog once
- no likes, just reblogs
ITEMS INCLUDED
- three graphic tees
- two skirts
- one fake denim button down
- one pair of shorts
- one oversized cardigan
- one dress (in the spirit of full disclosure, i bought it missing a few buttons, but it should be an easy fix, otherwise you can just wear a shirt underneath and it looks great)
- one pair of skinny jeans with a custom design
- one wallet
And it’s you who makes me lose my head.
Just found some old notebooks of mine. It’s amazing to trace the history of me and Mike’s relationship. I can remember like it was yesterday how much it hurt to like him. I was physically, mentally and emotionally in such pain over the fact that I couldn’t be with him. Things like this really make me believe in soul mates. Not only was he my first official boyfriend in middle school, but after liking him for so long and having so many forces try to separate us, we’re still together today, and I plan to be with him for the rest of my life. All of the poems and journal entries I used to write somehow kept me sane. They helped me hold it together when I was so confused and distressed, until one day I let it all loose and sent the text message that resparked our relationship. Had I not sent the message asking “why don’t we ever talk anymore?” we may have never gotten together again. I cannot imagine my life without Mike. He is absolutely the only one for me. <3
Recently
1. listening: Chicago Soundtrack in preparation for this summer. And Adele, as always.
2. eating: At the moment, plain Ritz crackers. But recently I’ve been all about poached eggs. I love them.
3. drinking: Water. Water. Water. And champagne.
4. wearing: Surgical sports bras. My new small boobies can’t handle much else. I’ve also been wearing lots of cute shirts to show them off.
5. feeling: Sore from my surgery. Happily in love.
6. weather: Progressively colder, but still not enough snow =[
7. wanting: To be able to work out again. My own apartment (why isn’t it June yet).
8. needing: To relax and let myself heal, but I’m having a hard time not being active.
9. thinking: About how short life is and how I want to make the most of it.
10. enjoying: Not having any school work to stress me out. Being able to see my boyfriend basically every day.
This is my first tumblr giveaway and i hope you like it ♥
RULES:
- You must be following me
- You can only reblog this post up to five times
- Likes do not count
- This is open to anyone (i´ll pay for shipping)
- The winner will be chosen with random org.
- This giveaway ends on December 4th. I will leave a message in the winner´s ask box before announcing who he/she is. The winner will have 2 days to reply me via tumblr message
If you have any question feel free to send me an ask box
Have fun and good luck !!!
(via fuckmeackles)
Giving away Nikon D3000 w/ Fish-eye Lens.
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE FOLLOWING ME.
Two months old, very good condition.
WILL INCLUDE a Nikon strap, USB cord, Three lenses, Quick Charger, Body cap, Two rechargeable batteries, and charger.
Reblogs only please. The winner will be determined by a random number generator.
CONTEST ENDS JULY 1ST.
The reason why I decided to give it away was because I am getting a Nikon D5000 when I get out of school. If you have any questions, go head and ask.
WILL SHIP ANYWHERE.
